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last week is the week that I can revision well for my resit paper..
Advanced Network Communication (CCNA)..
Finally I do the short notes that almost completed and I feel happy cuz I finally understand all of it.
The sad thing was I need to leave KL on sunday morning and I really miss my dear so much when I'm at KL.

But, after the exam, I feel relax and I rush back to Penang after that.
The next day, Tuesday is the happy day for me..
cuz i can see my dear dear..
I cant tell how much I miss him and I just can keep that in my heart.
hmm..
I wish he knows I miss him so much...

烂借口=>不习惯..

我不习惯..
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我也不习惯人家把我的关心以'不习惯'答复我..
算啦..反正我也不习惯关心别人...




ps:
谢谢老婆帮我挤牙膏哦...周末过得好幸福快乐耶...唯独'不习惯'...

NooB

Sigh..
The more I study, the more I feel I got nothing.
At Diploma, I can understand everything easily but why comes to degree just like a shit even I put a lot of efforts at there.When I flashback my advanced diploma life, it's like nothing..nothing at all..
I got no knowledge about everything..
the motivation is lost after diploma...
Why?
I feel stress and sad but I can't spread it out like diploma..
I do not know how to spread it out and I lost myself..
I really lost myself..
Where is the happy julie?
where is the crazy julie where at can study at morning and crazy with friends at night?
The motivation is really lost..

I just don't know why..

I already tried my best but I can't get the result I want..
I tried to understand but end up with nothing..
why?

I just feel like want to bang myself on the wall and dead..
I'm lost !!

T.T