Recently after Christmas, I realized the caring lesser and lesser..this makes me uncomfortable..
I do not like this feel at all.
Every time my phone ring, i really hope is from my dear, but the result always disappointed me.
Sometimes his talking do "kek" me and even makes me angry and cry alone.
but,he thought i am kidding and just laugh.
I just do not know what he wants..this is a sad news.
yesterday, my mother keep on asking me why my dear never bother about me and seldom find me..
I really do not know how to answer and I also do not know how to ask my dear as well. I just can keep quiet and try not to think of it.
Valentine's Day should be the happy day but seems like our 1st time celebrate Valentine's is not going to make it as I wished.
I thought this CNY can be with him more..but, not as I wished.
i do tried my best to control my temper by stop talking with him and alone walk out and buy ice cream for myself to cool down or bite myself. but, no one knows.
i really do not know how to burst out my sad feeling anymore..I really no idea besides blogging..
i do not know how to tell a person and i just can cry alone..
Hope my friends can celebrate their valentine's day happily and Happy Chinese New Year.
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