First Day of CNY 2010

Today is the first day of Chinese New Year.
I woke up at 730am and watch television program for 1 hour plus only prepare to wear new shirt.
Went to Grandpa house and wait for the uncles coming to have the reunion lunch Round 2. After that, they gossip about NUMBERS..and finally their wishes come true and all of them are lucky enough.
Mother keeps on asking me did my dear wishes me Happy Valentine's Day or called me by phone? Sister's bf called her, dad and mother and even aunties and uncles are celebrating the Valentine's Day at grandpa house as well. I am the only one hoping for it and holding my cellphone for whole day.

A little tears drops on my first Chinese New Year night..
Will this be the lucky tears? I hope it is..

Once again, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day..

Confession of the Bad feeling

Recently after Christmas, I realized the caring lesser and lesser..this makes me uncomfortable..
I do not like this feel at all.
Every time my phone ring, i really hope is from my dear, but the result always disappointed me.
Sometimes his talking do "kek" me and even makes me angry and cry alone.
but,he thought i am kidding and just laugh.
I just do not know what he wants..this is a sad news.

yesterday, my mother keep on asking me why my dear never bother about me and seldom find me..
I really do not know how to answer and I also do not know how to ask my dear as well. I just can keep quiet and try not to think of it.
Valentine's Day should be the happy day but seems like our 1st time celebrate Valentine's is not going to make it as I wished.
I thought this CNY can be with him more..but, not as I wished.

i do tried my best to control my temper by stop talking with him and alone walk out and buy ice cream for myself to cool down or bite myself. but, no one knows.

i really do not know how to burst out my sad feeling anymore..I really no idea besides blogging..
i do not know how to tell a person and i just can cry alone..

Hope my friends can celebrate their valentine's day happily and Happy Chinese New Year.

my feeling~

今天宝贝告诉我他的婆婆去世了。。
我听了后，我一整天都很不开心。虽然和他的婆婆只是见过几次面，但是，我也对婆婆有深刻的印象。毕竟是我第一次见对方的婆婆们。。
看到婆婆的时候，她是坐着轮椅的。。听宝贝说婆婆很久前行动有点不方便了。。
婆婆的记忆不是很好但是，他还记得我是谁。。
今天忽然间收到这样的消息真的很意外。。

从我回来之后的这几天，我都比较忙。。
忙得却不是功课，而是帮妈妈办年货，整理东西等等。。
忙到我没有时间做功课。。虽然很担心，但是，我更加担心家人的健康。。
他们两的都那么老了，却还有他们忙一整天，心- 总是过意不去。。

宝贝，你一定要好好休息哦。。明天他们还很需要你的帮忙呢。。
我知道你很不开心，就算你告诉我你会照顾你自己我也是一样会担心你。。
但是，生，老，病，死 是无法避免的。。
你的爸爸一定会好好照顾婆婆的哦。。
他们在上也会保佑你们。。
所以，你就不别那么不开心了。。
别忘记~
我， 你的女朋友。。。
会在你旁边爱护你，照顾你，疼爱和自持你。。。
我爱你。。

今年的新年和情人节都不能和你一起过。。
但是，我觉得，和你在一起的日子就是我的情人节。。
那么，我就会有很多天的情人节咯。。我很贪心对吗 ？ 哈哈~
我相信你也不会忘记情人节当天是我们在一起的第八个月哦。。
礼物就迟点补回给你吧~

宝贝，早点睡吧~晚安哦！
想念你~~

9th February 2010

Today I get a bad news from my dear.
my dear's grandma passed away after coma for a while.
I'm not sleep well last night and keep on worried all night long.
Dear, don't be sad anymore. I do not know how to persuade you because I know you're very sad and you know how to control your emotion as well.
I just hope you can accompany grandma for her last journey ya~
Remember to take care your mother as well.
I'll be there for you, my dear.

The contest is over~

Just get the result from the contest.
We managed to enter top 50, top 20 but not the top 3.
What a sad news..
but it's alright. It just a game and the sweet moments is always keep in my heart.
Valentine's day is around the corner. I hope I can celebrate earlier with him but I haven't plan it. My dear sounds so boring recently. I do not know how to persuade him and I will follow to be sad as well. I am so miss him and I don't dare to tell him and just try to keep in for myself. That feeling really very hard to pass over but i need to do so.

I'm really hope i can have more time to be with him this time. But i am worried I will give him troubles..what should I do?

Vote me please~

I joined a contest at worldcard malaysia with the title sweet moment contest. We snap our couple photo and we get into the finalist. I really hope we can enter the top 20 list and have a little chances to win that prize. The link is below:

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=4700343&id=132849171520

really hope have people to support me oh..
first day vote, the vote of LIKE for that photo is 30 persons..
i really hope tomorrow the vote will increase...really hope that..
crossing finger right now....

my dear, congratulation ya..your photo enter finalist d oh~
haha..i thought those wedding photo will enter the contest the most but seems like not..most of the photos was couples...
I hope to get the grand prize and go trip with my dear...
Dear, wish you good luck oh~
my lucky stars~~
muacks...