我更了解你了

今天我们两个人都有点语气。。
但是，这样也好的。。
我们能了解对方都有点不开心。。
虽然有点伤心，但是，看整体来说是一件好事情。。
我们双方又对彼此踏进一步。。
但是，我也会控制我的语言的，，
对不起，老公。。
外面客厅有7 个男生正在玩游戏。。就像在cyber cafe 那么吵。。
我也不想说话有语气，但是我真的听不到你说话。。
我会好好检讨我自己的。。。

24 - 27 December 2009

24 early in the morning, i wake up at 6am (slept 2 hours only) and quickly rush to airport. First is i worried i will lost in the journey and another is i can't wait to see my dear. On the journey, i keep on stay awake even i am very tired. My mind full of him. He is the one that makes me awake all the journey. So miss him..
When i reached airport, i went to old town to had my breakfast. Then, I ride the plane alone. When the plane is boarding ahead to the sky, I am very scare, but what can i do just grab my bag tight and close my eyes. I hate the moment where the plane fly to the sky and depart. But, i keep on telling myself that the distance between him and me is going closer and closer. This makes me feel happy and excited when i reached penang airport after the 50 minutes of ride.
When i see him, i only can release my stress and everything and i feel very tired. The first moment i want is just sleep. Sleep beside u is the greatest moment at all. I can see the natural of you and i can hugging you when sleep. i feel this is the warmest and sweetest moments of all. 24 night we went to the bbq. It's so happy to know all of your friends even now i already forget all of their name. 24 night, the kisses and the hug already become the greatest present for me in this christmas.

You are the first bf that being so long with me and the first guy who celebrate this festival with me. I really hope you are the first and the last one who celebrate with me in any occasion and holiday festival for all this life.

25 dec, the day where i back to hometown. This holiday is very special because i feel myself become a part of his family member. When i reached his house, his mother welcome me with a big smile. This is the happiest moment at all. When I back to my home, Dad and mum already prepared the parking place for him to park his car in. It's just like we both family are welcomed us. I am so happy that all this thing happened at me and i do not imagine it before. I feel very happy cuz our family allowed us to be together and treat us a part of the family. I love this feeling. It's so warm..
At night, i back to bf house and celebrate his birthday with his family. This is also the first time I celebrate my bf's birthday. This should be the happiest day and enjoy it but I think i ruin it and make it become the boring day for him. So sorry my dear...

27 dec, early in the morning, when i open my eyes, i realised i'm in my bf's room instead of small room. he carry me to his room to sleep on double bed. much more comfortable. when i see the clock, it's 7am...i know today is the day that i'm going to back kl and i feel i don't want to wake up. I started to cry..
at another time i opened my eyes, it's already 10am. it's time to wake up and I wake up in a bad mood. When i am having my bath, i hug him at behind and i started to cry again without his notice. the third time i cry is when i am going to leave his house. I really dont like to go kl everytime i back to penang. I don't know why but I just know my heart love penang so much. My breakfast is just same like the breakfast i took at kl airport...old town ! with same drinks and same food. aww.....but the feel is totally different. This is much more sad....

When i almost go into the custom part, i see behind and i really hope he will be there and wave for me...but everytime i look behind, i just feel i want to cry. After that, i see my dear's miss call. When i call back, i knew he is around me. He told me try to get out and take the charger from him. When i heard it, I feel very happy..Even is just to return a charger, i know he tried his best to back his house and take the charger for me..I tried to act tough in front of him and stop crying when i see him..i did it but i lost control when the flight is boarding. My eyes full of tears and i burst out quietly by looking the scenery..I just too love the life with my dear. It's really look like a sweet dream when i'm with him..but when i leave him, I am worried he will do not care me like previous..

I like my dear to control me in everything but he said he will give me freedom. I rather to exchange my freedom with your caring more. at least I know you will more care me and i will not easily become cool...
At kl, i am just like a cool person that have no feeling. When back to penang, i tried to become a normal person that needs caring more, sayang more and etc. I hope to have the caring more.........

T.T
so miss my dear..

臭人

臭人。。臭人。。。臭人。。。。
还以为昨天我忽略了他，他会生气。。打算今天可以和他聊天。。
怎么知道他去上课了。。。。
他说830 就完毕。。还以为可以和他讲讲电话，哪里知道他去了朋友的家。。。
我又在家一个人一整天。。嘴巴除了吃，真的没什么用处了。。
我很想念他，但是怕干扰他，只好打算等他到家后，才打给他。。
等着等着。。
衣服都洗干净了。。
地上也扫了，抹了，才收到他的信息。。
原来他说他要玩一盘dota 才睡觉。。
期待了一整天就是等待他得空的时间，但是却失望了。。
我真的生气，但是又不忍心看他累了也不能做自己的东西。。
只好发信息给他劝他早点睡。。

今天一整天外面都很大风。。很冷。。
刚才出去吃晚餐时真的有点担心和怕自己会飞走。。
一个人，天气那么冷， 孤独在家，只好做家务。。
我也不喜欢不干净的地方。。

叹气。。。。

真的很希望他在我的身边。。。。。。。。。。

累

今天我的课从早上九点到下午七点。
很累。一大清早就起床，洗完脸后就忙着出去拿我的身份证，之后就去弄我的atm卡。
虽然这样一点点不会累，但是接下来的课都让我很累。
回来又要洗衣，冲凉等等。搞到来都九点了。 休息一下，就很累。。
看到宝贝在网上，就把自己的一点点力把眼睛开着，和宝贝谈天。。
我很累。。。
来那个已经不够睡觉，还要上课到七点。。
考试，功课。。快疯了。。
脾气都不是很好，但是也要试着掌握得很好。。所以，就洗厕所发泄情绪。。
哈哈！
好无聊的方式。。但是，这样也不错。。
一来，可以把厕所洗干净， 二来可以发泄。。不错！
哈哈。。。
好无聊的我。。。。。
天天都自爽。。。。

happy

Today I'm So miss my dear.
when i reach home, the first thing i do is open my msn to see whether he online or offline.
what i am happy the most is the call from my dear.
老公，
你的一句“我爱你”胜于过天。。
就算我有什么不开心的事，听到你说了以后，都觉得一切都不同了。。真的很开心哦。。

我爱你。。

26-29 nov 2009- Genting Trip

This is the first time i went to a trip with my dear.
This is not a simple happy trip but is a very happy trip and a trip where can cheer me up for previous incidents.
24 i lost my purse and it's very very down because i really do not have money to use and all my important things lost as well.
all the assignment pressure and the surrounding area really makes me hate KL.

26 nov, at night my dear purposely came early to my place to accompany me for extra 1 day. I'm very very happy and that day i'm very very tired also cuz 8-6 i have class. I know my dear also very tired since he have to travel for a long journey after his work.
Dear, you have a big big panda eyes on that day..
I am very very happy and very nervous when you're on the way come to my house actually..

27 nov, today we both also sleep til very late oh..and also quite healthy..haha.. we have our nice sleep and we went to pavillion for 2012 movie. For my opinion, this movie can be very touching but not a great movie compare with "The day after tomorrow". We went to Sg.Wang, Times Square and Pavillion in a day. It's very very tired but as long my dear stay beside me, i'm already very happy. My leg still pain actually..but because want to accompany you and i already forget my leg is still pain until at night, when we have our rest, i only realized my leg getting pain and pain. This is why when i wear the sport shoe especially for left leg, the action is slow. Today also the day I just finished my nov period. So happy~ At night, we have our activity again~ we both also doing mask..so cute. but for dear, his mask really works for him..after make it, his face not so oily oh..some more whiten his face also...so envy him..

28 nov, early in the morning we have to wake up to go titiwangsa and wait for ticket to go genting. haha..
It's tired because yesterday we late sleep and have some "activity" in the room. the bus is rm6.6 or a person and the seat is quite pack compare with the bus i took at gombak. overall, the bus is good and finally i do not vomit when go to the top of genting. So good. haha. Weather at genting is nice and just a little bit of chill only. I love it...
But overall, if not because of my dear, the trip really not going to be so fun~
We took a lot of photos together and I think I will love it so much..
thanks to Wen Yew for taking photo for us..
I hope I can see the photo very soon oh~

29 nov, everyone sleep like pig...just like ME~
Today dear dear going to back penang. I keep on persuade myself not to cry because 5 days more i will see him again...
Dear, this morning when you "attack" my neck, you left a red spot for me..
so bad..
but i like it..hehe
The red spot really not that ugly than other ppl think..
for me, this is a very sweet thing..

Dear reached home is already 9pm.
Dear, you remember to have a bath, brush teeth, take your clothes to wash before sleep ya.
I hope you are happy in this trip and remember to sleep early..
This trip really very happy...
Muacks..
Thank You My Dear....
Your existence really makes me happy.......
Hope to have a nice trip with my dear next time.........
I Love You~

不见了

今天,老婆的钱包飞走了.
不知如何的,就是找不着.
昨天还大蒙的把铅笔盒遗漏在学院.
里面的钱和笔行记忆体不见了.
真倒霉...
今天又...
嗨...这都是天意啊...
别责怪自己哦..
也别太伤心啊...
好好照顾自己 :)

累

今天我和他都很累。。
我累是因为昨天四点才到家。 现在才刚睡醒，但是也很累。
老公就因为去bridge run 就累了。。
a christmas carol 这个戏我看不懂。。不懂是3D 而看不懂还是他们剪片了。。
昨天和suki 拍了很多照片。。大致上我们都有一点废。。可是，都很好玩。。很久没有和朋友们出去了。。
老公，
你记得要好好休息哦。。
别把自己累坏了。。
记得喝多一点水，还有记得准时吃早餐，午餐，和晚餐。。
爱你哦！

smile~

Today my dear need to go out to have dinner with his friends and play games and he told me that he won't turn on his msn tonight. Today is the day where we chat the most less time. When I know it, i feel a bit not happy because I miss him so much even we just met 2 days ago. Today is very cold until i sleep like a prawn~

what makes me happy today is i went to eat the snow ice where my dear bring me go for the 1st time. Eat back and reminds me of our first time eat the snow ice..so sweet. hehe.

After that, it was 1030, i worried my dear slept, so i do not want to disturb him via sms. but at 1130, he sms to me and say good night. This is the sweetest moment for me because i thought he will forget about me after the game with his friends..

Dear, you're so sweet...
I Love You~

insomnia

recently I can't sleep well.
When I sleep, my mind pop up many things and it's like a normal day for me. but the special is that i won't be tired at that dream. but when i wake up, i realised i do not have enough rest. this makes me feel very tired. i tried to sleep and try not to think of anything but cant. i can't control my mind and it keeps on functioning even i want to have a rest.
what can i do ??

yesterday i went to zouk with sister to redeem the movie passes for the movie 2012. it's quite fun and i love such event so much. The Chic Pop is the first time i heard of it where it's like all the youngster fashion market. I bought a shirt at there and i like it very much. hopefully i can wear it to walk around with my dear. what i lack of now is a pair of slipper. haha.
my slipper is too ugly..it's so hard for me to buy a pair of shoe. sigh~
hopefully i can find a pair of shoe when i go out..

today i'm not in good in controlling my temper as i not enough sleep. but i will try to control it and less talk with friends. I hope my temper wont explode today...

it's raining day again...
so cold and i think after write this blog, i will move back to my room and cover myself with my blanket and 2 soft toy..
dear, you must be busy at working now..
so sorry for interrupting you and didn't read your sms clearly oh..
i am so stupid, comma also can read like full stop. eyes blur~
i hope my dear have enough rest also and hope he will enjoy his run on this coming sunday oh~
hope my dear dear won't cram his leg....
dear, remember to drink more water and rest enough~

advanced countdown ?

today is 12 november 09
in fact, there should have 14 days more to see my dear dear...
but today i got a news from him that he need to borrow a night from me..
at first, i thought he need to ask me help him to do something...
but after that, he said that he will come to stay a night..
i just like get TOTO first prize...
so happy and like little kid dancing at the house..
haha.
this friday my dear going to my house..
hooray..
i've been miss him and going to crazy soon...
now he come le..sure i will extremely happy!
but i also hope my dear have more energy to drive to here and hope he don't so tired oh..
dear, you don't make yourself so tired oh..
i miss you..
cant wait to see him this friday..
so excited..
haha

down mood

This few days also feel don't know how to do and what to start first.
but when think of I still have the supports from my dearest boyfriend and my family, i feel very touching.
The presentation actually is not so good because i know my seminar do not have any good point.
Today I just told my family about friends backstab me and talk behind me. They all supported me and i can ask their help when i needed.
I just bought some books about the final project ideas. I have the ideas just need someone to support me again.
Even I am down, i still have my family and my beloved boyfriend to support me. This is more than enough.
Thanks to all of you. I am really touching.

Hopefully I can get through this...
I also hope my dear also can success in his work.
I know he is also busy and also have his own problems, but i really hope I can give him some support as well.
dear, +u oh..
I will always stay beside you..

good luck..

wish my dear good luck in her presentation
and also fast fast recover from her sickness
still got a lot ppl support u de...
claim ur woods n pi pa gao n wish u healthy again soon :)

想念让我快疯狂了

最近都不懂为什么变得很想念你。。
也许太爱你了。。
最近我们都有点争吵。。
都是我的不好。。我太罗嗦。。我也太在意你的事。
其实，我在这里一点都不开心。说什么很好笑的东西都是在欺骗我自己。。让自己更好过一点罢了。。
过去姐姐的家我感觉到温暖。 有人关心我。。
但是，回到我的家，我觉得好孤单，好想要你关心我一下， 鼓励我一下，安慰等等。。。
想念真的让我失控。。。
我不是生气你有女生朋友， 而是你的语气让我感到很不安。。
就好像刚刚挂电话，我很想收到你安慰我的信息。。
但是，却没有。。。
让我睡不安。。。。
我今天又流泪了。。
流泪是因为我恨我自己为什么那么不会说话。。
总是直话只说。。很笨。。。
我很笨。。。
我真得很讨厌我自己。。。
每次听到你说累了，我都好想要你快快去睡觉。。
但是我又不舍得说再见。。
我不想失去有人关心我的感觉。。
我很讨厌。。
我很信任你，但是我更怕我会失去你。。
我怕我会接受不了没有你的生活。。
我希望我们不要再吵了。。
我不喜欢这样。。。

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dear, 最近我们时常都在斗口角.
这种感觉让我觉得不舒服.
有很多时侯都惹你不开心, 感觉我们的距离好象越来越远了.
对不起,我始终还是不够温柔体贴.
有时候就太过理智,导致忽略了你的感觉.
每次都在你发脾气后才醒觉.
原来我还是不会维持我们的关系.
我会努力学习的, 至少减低我们斗口角吧.

但,你知道吗,我希望的爱情,是成熟的.
不要动不动就发脾气(这一点我也会改进)
这样会把我们的关系弄僵了,搞到彼此都不开心

粘也要看场合,处境.
我很喜欢粘你,更喜欢给你粘.
只要和你在一起就很开心.
但是,有时候我希望有什么处境时,可以成熟的考虑,粘或不粘.

或许我较老,思想太过成熟吧.
但,最最最最重要的是,好好商量沟通.

我身为一个正常人,有女性朋友也是正常的嘛
况且我是一个推销员,有时会约些女性朋友,客户出来的
希望你能体会.
就如同你跟你的course rep,chao chuan等男性朋友出街吃饭
难到我又必须生气吃醋吗?
我对你信任,难到不好吗?
还是你不够信任我?
在槟城时,叫你坐我的motor真的好难
但,在那儿,怎么啦,你却能开心的骑着
就是因为我懂,那儿只有motor啊
我从不想计较,就不代表我不在乎
我都在尝试包容接受.

爱你,我是一定会爱你的了
每次你送东西给我,弄我们的贴纸,我都很开心
只是我不大会表达出来

我希望你是最后一个女友,直到人生的终点站.
我们一起努力,好吗?

dear...
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我爱你...

16-19 october

我的心声

16日 中午
我终于等到这一天了。。
我的老公来找我，真的很开心。。
开心到上课也希望快快放学，回家等待他的到来。
今天朋友们都只是看到我的笑容而已。。
到了晚上了，我更加开心因为快看到他的时间越来越靠近了。。
信息铃声响了。。。是老公寄来的。。
原来我们见面的时间还有一小段的距离。。
他说凌晨六点才找我。。真的有点失望！但是，我对自己说，没关系，见到他就行了！
等待他的那个晚上，真的睡不着。。只希望待会儿张大眼睛就看到他。。
信息铃声又响了。。
他说他要来找我了。。
那时的我虽然还很累，但是看到他，我都精神了。。
看到他疲惫的样子真有点心疼。。
不会说出心声的我，只好乖乖呆在他的身边，依赖着他。。
到了地点，只希望赖在他的肩膀睡着。。
看到他睡了，我才睡。。。

17日
今天我们去唱k。。
听到老公唱歌，我的心开心到不得了。。
其实，什么地方我都不想去。。
只希望陪着他，看他开心，抱着他，我就开心了。。
他们总是喜欢dota，从槟城到吉隆坡也正在玩。。
我也陪他们去玩咯。。
今天的时间好像很快就过了。。
真的是觉得时间不够。。

18日
今天一早老公就说要把我送回家。。
开心的我变成一个不会笑的木人。。
还以为可以陪他到明天的我，真的很伤心。。
我还以为我自己可以接受这个事实，原来我是那么容易受伤的。。
一想到回到冷冷的学院日，空荡荡的房间，冷清清的家就觉得好寂寞。。
原来我是一个很怕寂寞的人。。
怕到会独自的哭也不愿意告诉别人。。
去了mid valley 之后，回到家就睡觉了。。
我不愿意睡觉，我很想呆在他的身边，但是，他累了。。
他睡了。。
我也睡了。。
我发噩梦，哭了。。
张开眼睛， 看到天黑了。。
想到老公等下要把我送回去就很伤心。。
我一个人就在床上静静的哭了。。
原来我是一个哭宝宝。。
他进来看到我哭了，就抱抱我。。
我真的很不想离开他。。
我告诉他，我真的很怕寂寞。。
他就答应明天才送我回家。。

19日
早上大家都忙着收拾东西。。
我很担心今天我又会哭。。
我就忍着。。
他送我回家了。。。。
也许他累了，赶时间，怕塞车所以才吩咐我自己走进去
我不懂要如何回复就只好“哦“ 一声。。
到了。。回到冷冰冰的家了。。
他的朋友说把车子驾进去，他才肯。。
好不喜欢这种感觉。。
那个拥抱真的很温暖但是我一定要放开。。
我把我自己的眼泪忍着，和他说再见。。
他走了，我哭了。。
好希望他就在我的身边，别离开我。。

虽然我们只是两个星期没有见面，但是，我每份每秒都想着你。。
把手机照片换成你的样子，让我每个晚上都可以看着你就睡着。。
真的好想念你~

13 oct 2009

today is the heavy day where i have 5 classes need to attend from 9-6. the time table is fixed some more. T.T
yesterday i planned to sleep early due to classes full for today and sure will be very tired.
yesterday 930 only eat dinner and a slice of cheese cake for felicia bday. after i eat it, i come back and sleep le...this makes me uncomfortable. i haven't wait it digest only sleep and end up vomit all the food out.
besides that, the bed is totally not suits me and i end up with back pain and neck pain. i feel very suffer and then i start cry cuz i dont have enough rest and feel very tired. i look like a kid but i'm really tired and "mang zhang" til i cry.
other than that, roommate keep on bringing her bf to her room and lock the door. a bit lost my privacy but i cant blame her...
anyway, really feel very pain and lack of sleep makes me crazy a lot......mad soon~

today dear dear working 2nd day, hope he can adapt the new environment and start learn something oh...
remember let me see the shirts u bought ya...
can't wait to see my pig pig lou gong~

Second Week of Monday

This week is the second week of monday at college.
Tutorial and practical class started lu~
luckily i done my tutorial questions d..hehe
this coming friday my dear will come to kl with his friends..
cant wait it anymore ...
hope to see him soon..
ah dear, countdown time : 4 days 8 hours.

My Dear Last Day at Penfabric

Today is my dear last day work for penfabric oo..
i'm wondering how he feel now?
busy briefing or already free whole day and waiting for pang kang only ?

after today, my dear have 5 uniform as his useless cloth.. haha.
the pants also as the mop floor cloth ? haha

I'm happy for my dear because he is going to have his new job, stay own house, save more money, can rest more and also can have more new friends. Really hope my dear will success in his new job oo..

You must be very tired and yet excited for the last day of work at penfabric.
Sure you will enjoy your holiday by gaming whole day or sleep whole day le..
enjoy it oo~

I Miss You~

Monday

Today is just monday and ah boy not around me just 1 day but seems like we don't see each other for a long time. This feeling is very bad but no matter how i also have to go through.

Today i attended 2 classes but seems like the lecture already taught 1 chapter d. quite easy and feel that leave the college for half year and come back more easy to study that stick at college for 2 years.

Today I wake up at 730am as usual when i am working. Maybe i already fix the time to wake when working and now i cannot sleep late and feel very suffer if i sleep too long. wake up and realised nothing to do so sms to my collegue. miss them so much and really not used to it.

now, when i wake up, i just hope faster reach at night so i can chat with my dear and see my dear thru skype. this is what i hope for everyday.

i miss my dear even we don't meet for 1 day only.
what can i do just keep on missing him and thinking of him.
keep my wallet nicely so that i can see his face when i open my wallet.
so happy when see his photo is in my wallet.
when only i can see him?
when only i can stay beside him always ?
T.T
so miss him~

update my blog

aiks..seems like quite a long time i do not update this blog.
Line not good and also don't have free time to update it.

Hari Raya Aidilfitri weekend
we went 1 day trip to ipoh with ah koay, ah yew, ah fai, ah lo and ah yew's collegue.
6am depart from penang to ipoh. very tired but then is a memorable trip cuz we had our dim sum at yoke fook mun and then we went to 3 caves for snapping photo and walk around. after that, we went to parkson and rest a while then go to eat our taugeh chicken and buy some ipoh food come back. when we back to penang, already 7pm lu..after that, we sit a while at ah koay's house and then we continue to go cc play games. after that, we go nearby eat white porridge with some plain plain dishes with it. very nice although it's just white porridge. have a nice trip and tired. but glad to be with my dear at that weekend.

after hari raya that weekend, another weekend i also go to his house overnight because of gathering with thye soon oh..he announced that going to register for marriage at december 25 and dinner at next year june. after that, we went to gurney and queensbay to buy the stuff that i want to bring to kl. sigh.

oct 2
It was my last day at Penfabric. Is a nice company to work and nice staff but a but annoying for those who caring about other's people things. take a lot of photo with my friendly staff and have a nice buffet with all of them. glad to know all of them. at night, dear dear and me drive to kl. i'm not willing back to kl but because of studies, i have to do so lor...ah dear very tired on that day, although i am tired too, i still manage to drive a part of journey. Thanks to my dear dear for helping me and fetch me to kl oh..reach kl already 130am. we went to ah ma's house to overnight and we had our sleep at there with grandma. dear dear, you sure get cold of the small blanket and small pillow o..luckily you come to sleep with me, else, i also will become little prawn at there..haha..

saturday, early in the morning, i busy kiss my dear dear face to wake him up. haha. nice to kiss oo...fat fat de...
after that, the little 1 and dear dear play around d...
aunty and grandma bring a lot of food to let us eat and full full also..
after that, ah dear move my things to my hostel. this room is small, cold cold, hopefully housemate and roommate also nice to chat with and nice person too..
then, realised my x place my things out of his house and feel a little bit angry because he reached home also never tell me. not gentleman enough even act like he is very capable also. don't like this attitude from him.
then ah dear and me move things from his house to ah dear's car 2 times.
later on, after i arrange my things at my house, we went to BRJ eat nasi lemak ayam oo..
when walk to BRJ only realised 1 day passed so fast. a little bit sad because tomorrow dear dear want to back penang already.
no mood to eat my dinner also.

after the dinner, we went to carrefour buy the needs that i didn't bring.
it almost rm100 that i need to spend on the needs i want. then we went back ah ma house and watch movie together with ah ma.
i'm tired after busy with packing my things and i sleep early a bit than dear dear.
then dear dear and me sleep together so that wont so cold at night.
i believe my dear do not have enough sleep because i keep on turning my position of sleeping.
anyway, hope my dear drive safely.
at 2pm, after i clean the toilet, realise dear dear sms me that he reached tapah d.
but i'm still worried cuz still hv a journey to reach the destination.
then, at 4pm, dear dear reach my house to drop by and take my things from my parents.
so glad to have him beside me.
hope i can be together with him for 70years more.....

dear, you are going to sick soon...
remember to take care yourself and drink more water oo
don't drink so many coffee..
remember come kl find me oo...
december i will back your house to celebrate christmas with you ~
muackss...
miss you...T.T

bad day? good day? pratical day..

2day is last 4days ah dear on training.
its going 2 end the training period lor
time pass so fast
from know her, till she gonna leave for training liao..
really having special memories wif her in Toray

2day ah dear having presentation for her training b4 leaving
other training oso having presentation as well
so sorry dear, no time 2 attend ur presentation
how was d presentation?
ok bo???
boss got praise u bo???

dear, whole day working tired bo???
feel sad after presentation??
don b sad o...
tis is a chance 2 learn
my manager once tell me, d worst place will be d best place 4 learning
4 her words, i feel tat tis place is not very bad, then find other worse place lor
haha..kidding...
back to topic, ah dear, u should learn sth lor
jia you~~~
n tis is last few days, after training, leave those bad thing behind
bring those nice thing 2 ur future

know u r tired n wanna rest early
miss u n hope u r having sweet dreams o...
muackssss...

KL 之旅

九月四日的下午。。。
闹钟响了。。放工了。。嘿嘿！
真开心，又在和我的爱人在一起了。。
那晚我们就从我的家出发到吉隆坡去。。。
大约十一点，我们就到了。。
当时的我们都很累。。。。
所以，那晚我们就一起休息了。。

隔天，我还要去见老师。。
对不起，亲爱的。。让你等了一个小时多。。。。
下次帮你按摩补回吧！
然后呢。。。就和老公与朋友们吃午餐。。。
好开心哦。。。看到他们都一起开开心心的。。我也跟着开心。。
虽然那时的我有点累， 但是我也希望他开心。。。
回到家后，才发觉我们两个是那么累的。。。睡得好爽哦。。。
晚上，我们就到时代广场走走。。。
我开心因为我和你在一起。。
我的眼睛里看到的只是你。。。
虽然累了，但是心里都是开心的。。。
星期日，我们就会槟城了。。。
老公，你在车里都睡得好甜哦。。
我可以想象你那几晚真的睡得不好。。。
到了槟城，我都觉得很开心。。就如回到我的地区一样。。。
真得很喜欢槟城。。。

之后，我们一起休息哦。。哈哈。。
我们好猪哦。。。。
可是，猪得很可爱。。。。
好庆幸有你。。。
一切不完美都变成完美。。。
谢谢你，老公。。。
谢谢你陪我去吉隆坡。。。
谢谢你的陪伴，当我需要你的时候，你都出现了。。
就算一通电话，信息我都很开心了。。
最好是能抱抱你，那就最好。。

老公， 我爱你！

relaxing holiday

这几天,过了很快乐,很休闲的假日.
国庆虽然对我来说,没什么重要,但却给我们好好相处的时间.
星期六,睡醒后就送我的车去作些定期维修.
过后就去把属于我的你从妈妈身边载走.嘻嘻...
到了槟城出名的红豆冰,点了可口的红豆冰和煎蕊
伴着布满鱼肉的laksa和美味的炒粿条
真是非常丰富的3.3
吃的很饱,但又忍不住那很久没吃的栗积,又跑去买了一包来吃
之后就探望婆婆咯
看着她越来越老,寂寞的样子,真的好可怜
下次得空会再去陪陪她老人家
回家冲凉,小休了一下,就去pelita吃mee rebus
原来这么近也有这么好吃的食物
好在你带我去哦,不然我还真不知呢

隔天,睡得很累
身体疼痛了半晚
心情也很差,对不起哦,如果有什么得罪你的地方,真的很对不起
谢谢你一整天的包容及体贴,让我感到很温馨
有你,真好...
还帮我拉筋
舒解了我的疼痛
幸好有你...
谢谢你...
夜晚,身体好多啦,跟一班老友吃点心
过后就去海边坐坐
再去sunset bistro见见你的朋友
还好我们那座都很斯文
如果再喝啤酒,我就倒啦
到家,刷牙后就倒了
哈哈...

国庆,我的快乐假期
清早就去拜老爸,请他吃后,我们就去中南吃早餐,竟然遇见teik一家
好有缘喔..昨晚才一起吃点心罢了
回家冲个凉后,洗清"香"味后,休息一下又重新出发
到qb走走,看戏,吃晚餐,这样又过了一天
虽然没什么特别节目,但只要与你一起,什么都可以变得特别,精彩
因为,那是我们的点点滴滴

开心的周末

八月二十九 - 九月一日 的周末

二十九日的节目
星期六， 天晴
老公带我去 Penang Road 吃我喜欢的红豆冰, laksa 和 栗子..
之后呢。。。我们就去 pragin mall 走走了。。
然后， 我们就去拜访婆婆。。
婆婆还记得老公哦。。
可是， 婆婆的记忆力差了一点，所以呢。。一个问题他问了好几遍。。
最重要是婆婆还很健康。。
大约七点左右，天黑了。。下雨了。。
我们就回家休息和冲凉。。
冲好了，我们就去pelita 吃 mee rebus 了。。。
甜甜蜜蜜的半天~

三十日
今天的我好早就醒了。。
看着猪猪的样子就好想亲吻她。。把他弄醒。。
今天我用的特别方式挖你醒， 你喜欢吗？ 哈哈
我好喜欢哦。。

不懂什么时候。。。。。。
老公的肩膀忽然间觉得很痛。。
他的不舒服让我小小的心感到痛了起来。。
就算是快乐，也快乐不多。。
但是，他就是要带我出去走走。。他一定是怕我闷。。。
我们那天就去了吃点心，然后就去 gurney 看戏 （dance flick）。。
之后呢。。我们就回家睡觉了。。
看他不舒服，我也睡不多。。一阵子就发觉他不在我的身边。。
我就模糊的去找他。。
帮他按摩了一阵子，希望他快快好起来。。。
到了晚上，我们就去和老公的朋友一起吃晚餐然后去海边。。
那晚，我怎么笑都不能自然的笑。。
看到他痛却不告诉我。。我更感到内疚。。
那晚，我们就没有开风扇睡觉去了。。。
很冷的一晚。。。

三十一日
老公的肩膀不痛了！ 好开心。。
今天是星期一。。第一次陪老公见他的爸爸。。
每个都还是很难过。。但是，我却不能做什么。。感觉上我好没有用哦。。。
拜拜了之后，我们就去中南吃早餐。。。
之后，我们就回家休息了。。
睡醒后，才发觉睡了两个小时多。。
那时，我就快快去冲凉。。很热。。
过后我们去云顶吃 laksa & persembur。。好好吃哦。。
之后我们就去queensbay 看戏咯。。（i love you, beth cooper ) 。。
大约九点多，我们就去吃sakae sushi 了。。
然后， 就回家休息。。

虽然我们什么地方都去了。。但是，我觉得和你在一起就行了。。
还喜欢你在我的身边。。
抱着我， 看着我。。

傻猪猪的样子好可爱。。
让我好想抱着他，不放手。。
我可以抱着你不放开吗？？
我好喜欢这种感觉。。。
谢谢老公！ 带我去了那么多的地方。。。

Happy happy day

今天好开心哦~
小猪猪来陪我吃晚餐。。。
虽然我们没有得一起打羽球，我们还可以在一起。。
今天又有得抱抱我的老公已经很开心了。。
抱着你， 好舒服~~

你与我 = 我们

每当看着我们的部落格有新的帖,
我都会很高兴
迫不及待的把它读完
好比我们在用另一种方式沟通了解
我就是傻傻呆呆的
口才很不流利
平常讲话都慢人家半拍
所以就很少讲话咯
但,感觉这样与你谈天也真不错

今天,看了你的帖,很感动.
平时很少用华语在网上聊天的,
竟然用华语开帖哦
很感动,很喜欢..

我喜欢时时与你拍照
这样一来可以把我们的美好回忆给留下
可以时不时打开手机
看看可爱的你
想想那贴心的你
心都快融化了

总是喜欢握你那小手
时常冰冷的小手
好想时时刻刻给予温暖
好害怕你冷着了
还记得第一次牵你手时
那种喜悦的感觉
很甜蜜

真高兴你选择了我
你的过去,就让它过去吧
我最在乎的是我们的将来

得到你家人的认同
就如上天的赏赐
你爸妈待我如同他们半个儿子
令我感到另一分亲切感
有如第二个家
很荣幸你爸妈时常教导我一些常识及做人的道理

如今,相信我们之间还需很多时间了解对方及互相包容
希望我可以带给你幸福快乐
我们都加油哦...

爱你, 老婆.

我们的回忆

刚才看回我们一起拍的照片。。
看了都在咪咪的笑。。可是，心里却是甜蜜的。。
是你，带给我甜蜜的生活。。
是你，让我感到很安心。。
是你，让我感到有依靠。。
是你， 我的人生充满了精彩。。
有了你真好！
我的生活上不再是黑白。。

和你在一起，我感到很舒服。。
安全感。。

你的温暖的手，不但把我冰冷的手弄成温暖， 而且把我的心都一起温暖了。。。
你知道吗， 你第一次握着我的手时， 我不想把你的手移开。。但是，却不能告诉你，我喜欢你带给我的温暖，只好静静不动我的手。。

我喜欢你，因为当你不在我的身边时， 我好想念你！ 好想抱抱你！
但是，日子久了。。
我才发现。。我不是喜欢你了。。。。
而且是我爱上你了。。。
爱上你的一切。。。
不只是你的好，而是你的一切。。。。

很抱歉我让你感到我没有安全感。。。
我的过去真的让我好难过。。
为了保护我自己，我宁愿伤害别人也不要伤害自己。。

可是，我不再要这样下去了。。
当我告诉我的家人知道我有了男朋友的那天起， 我决定好好的一起活下去。。
我不要让你再感觉到我没有安全感。。
我不会对你说谎， 我要对你坦白， 这样，我们才能永久。。

互相容忍，互相学习，互相了解对方是你我现在都想要的。。
为了我们的未来，我会很努力的了解你的一切（包括你的家人）。。
我好想做你背后的女人。。
也希望你做我背后的男人。。
默默的支持你， 保护你，体谅你。。

老公，我爱你！

22 August

Ah Boy Loves Ah Girl

Today is saturday......hooray..another weekend that I can rest ...
yesterday went to sunway mcd with sean and chun lee.....
what we did at there is just playing "chor di" and chat...
when i reached home, it's already 1230am....
since quite a long time never late sleep, i decided to stay longer on that night...
surf the net and chatting with friends..at the end, i just sleep at 3am.
saturday is coming...
ah boy work OT..
project rushing r...
some more can earn some part time $ n travel claims ma...hehe...
I woke up at 1045am..
after a while, i sms ah boy and as for his condition...
he told me that 12.20pm will reach my home for lunch.
at first plan to go out eat with ah girl, but so lucky, ah girl's mama cook yummy mee goreng o, one of my favourite...
ngam sai ngor.. hahaha..

I feel so excited when I see him because i love to hug him and manja him.
our lunch is just mee goreng..mama cook. after that, my parents, ah boy and me went to shopping mall to have a walk.
ah girl's mama keep taking dress 2 let ah girl pick.
next, ah boy come to have dinner with my parents and we both watch movie in my house..
although there is no where to go, i feel very happy because finally i have a boyfriend that so sayang me.....
hehe..
i think u happy with a big pillow also...
some more so love that he hug me...hehe.
so warm, so care and so lovely.

ah boy,
hope you are happy oo....
another day that ah girl helped ah boy save money...
ya lor..no spend 1cent, can filled the stomach very full. thanks to my dear dear... muacksss..
muackss....
I LOVE YOU~ LoVe you too

moody night

Ah Boy Always Loves Ah Girl...

working is like tat de...
when u working in future, u will face more scenario like tis
a lot user like tat
they pay, and assume they r boss
so, they will keep on changing d requirement lor
try 2 handle it, it will b a very good skill 4 u in future
gambateh my dear..

how was ur eyes?
y itchy n tears whole day?
need eyes more?
rest more if can..
go 2 walk walk at ur garden,
help mama siram flower when u free
watch some green plants...
let ur eyes rest more lor..
i don1 ur eyes small like me
hehe...

today ah boy did a bad thing...
tell ah girl weakness at wrong time...
ah boy jz wish ah girl can improve a bit
but its not a good timing...
make ah girl feel uncomfortable some more
soli my dear..i don mean it de...
but feel bit hurt when heard ah girl say whole week no need find ah girl
i really don mean it de..
a bit overspend recently..
so need 2 save save use
if got $, sure ah boy will eat n enjoy wif ah girl la..

dear, if u wanna cry, i borrow u my shoulder..
feel bit sad oso..
miss u...

moody

Today I am so sad...

first of all, because of working..
the user always change her request and many questions for the data they want..
i have to slowly catch up and some more need to rush it for my supervisor...
headache and yet feel those user very troublesome...

secondly is because of my eyes....
whole day keeps on have tears, makes me feel tired and sleepy and my eyes very itchy..
It's already no mood due to work but still have to rub my eyes..sigh!!

thirdly, because of ah boy...
ah boy finally voice up my weaknesses which is duno how to manja...T.T
i'm not don't want to manja, just i feel that if manja in the public a bit geli...
i'm not good in manja but i can tell is...i am a very boring person......

Still in the moody mood right now but do not know how to release it...
feels want to cry but cry for no reasons....
feels want to sleep but i can't sleep....
don't feel want to play any games and do everything except dreaming.......
what can i do ?
sigh..........
help me !!!!

14-16 August 09

haha..
this few days I went to ah boy's house overnight again!
its like ah girl's 2nd house liao lu...
Friday night we reached home around 9pm and then we sleep around 11pm..
on saturday, we have to wake up early to go hiking @ youth park, Penang.
ah dear sleep like pig again, hard 2 wake her up.
The mountain seperated to 3stages. 3,5,7 and bla bla bla..
due to the time management problem, we only can hike to no.3 which is stage 1..
is quite a fun hiking trip cuz the mountain not many staircase..
ah girl stamina is better liao, dono is caused of no bring big n heavy bag or not. but feel like its better wif tat, ah girl can hike faster. ah boy chase till no energy...
after the hiking, leow, leong, dear and me went to eat fruit ice at batik store nearby..very nice oo! i like it very much especially the gravy on top of the ice...very delicious. the fruits included papaya, banana, mango, honey dew..

yummy ice kacang

fat fat cute cute leow

next, we move on to gurney to have our walk about an hour and bought the mask for myself and him. Then we back home to have our bath and rest before go for ah boy's grandma's birthday dinner.
6pm reach, we still on the bed..haha...
ah boy n ah girl really tired n sleepy after hiking..
after 15minutes make up everything, we depart from ah boy's house. His family very big oo....Got 4 tables... i cant memorized all the name..wuwu.....
ah girl's family also quite big, jz ah boy still din met yet only.
the dishes is delicious and hope to go again next time..
ok ba..next time bring u there eat again :)

after that, we watched red cliff 2 together at his house and we do mask together on his living room while watching the movie. What a nice activity we are having at there...haha. First time do mask with ah boy and also my love one.
keep making ah boy laugh only, run out few wrinkles d lor... ah boy watch red cliff watch till nearly sleep jor... old liao... tired again...

Sunday, happy moments passed very fast, it's sunday again.
but ah boy still hav full full day with ah girl.
Early morning 9am (not that early actually), ah boy and me went to bought some food as our breakfast. ho jiak eh "ban zhang kuih". very special o.. 1 of it filled wif tuna & cheese, another 1 filled wif sausage & egg. so delicious and feel not enough after eat.
after that, we prepare some equipment to wash car and rooms.
so hapi, got ah girl helps ah boy clean..
Ah girl also first time helped ah boy wash car, a bit stupid but still ok ok la...haha....ok ok la...but very clean... next time can ask ah girl help 2 clean again..
ah boy, i wash car a bit stupid oo...haha..hope u dont mind...
after that, we went to qb kai kai~~
ate TGI friday oo..
very nice..all also ah boy love 1..>CHEESE~~~

delicious...
ah boy eat so much cheese.. bcome fat boy liao :P

hehe...
after that, a bit scary things happened is..got a guy following us in certain area...so scary..
his face "yong sui sui" ..kanasai~
hahahaa...
ah girl too charming liao.. d guy don1 let go his eyes looking ah girl.. hahaha...

after that, we went to TAMBUN eat seafood lu~
got my favourite crab crab but so bad cannot eat so many due to my nails ....
last station will be at BED,autocity to have drinks with his friends....
then ah boy sent ah girl back home ....

really have fun a lot and ah boy also broke le...
cannot spend too many else, ah boy dun wan go out with me.....
broke jor... another 白领 month..

i love to stay beside ah boy...
feel so sweet and safe...
thank you, ah boy...
i oso tq 2 giv me a chance...
Mmuackss.....
mmmuackksss muackksss muuuaaccckkssss...
so happy to have you beside me.......
I miss you~
i love u...

1 august 2009

Raining .....raining and raining....

Ah boy today have to go to work ......saturday also have to work..so pity!!
its damn cold day to sleep... if not caused of the rushing project, ah boy will be pig till late noon.
Ah girl worried ah boy will get cold, get hungry, get tired, and so on.....
but, not everything that I worried I have to tell him...
else, he will think I am very lousy person...
ah boy like ah girl caring, tats not a bad thing, its sign of 'xingfu'.

So, all i can do just ask him had his breakfast or lunch, remind him to drink more water and others.
When reached 4.30pm, Ah boy came to my house...
so happy when see him although my face did not show any reaction...
he had dinner with my parents and we chat and watch movie together...
we do not go anywhere because of raining day...
we just love to stick together and hug each other..
that's already a very sweet moment for me and him~~

I saw ah boy have panda eyes...
ah boy, you are too tired and do not have enough sleep oo..
remember to sleep more...rest more....drink more water....
ah girl also must sleep more.. rest more... and drink more water o...

Do you hope Ah girl like an aunty always mumbling at you??
hehe...
Yes, I do.

anyway, hope my ah boy handsome everyday and happy everyday...
Very very happy that I can hug my ah boy every weekend..
very love it...
muackss..
I miss my Ah Boy....
I miss my dear Ah girl tooooo..

31 July 2009

guess what.....
31 is coming back !! waiting n waiting...here it comes...
what is the special about 31 ?????
It's Baskin Robbin Day!!
with 31% discount for the unpacked ...

Everyday is my special day when ah boy are around me.
After work, ah boy came to my house and have dinner. ah girl's mama cook de dinner make me feel very warm, as like i m having with my family. After that, we went to Jusco, Bukit Mertajam to buy Baskin Robbin ice cream. hmm... luckily.. not too much ppl Q up, just wait for 10+- person in front of us.
it's not for myself, it's for my parents. He bought to his parents as well...
so glad that our parents so love to eat ice cream...
hehe...

After that, we went to shop for other things.....
not the real shopping..but just window shopping....
the time we passed through Baskin Robin, oh gosh... its full house, luckily we went there earlier.

But, I felt very happy because it's my outgoing with Ah boy..
so happy~
happy to be/have to ah girl too

30 July 2009

This is the third blog i wrote for today.
finally reached 30 of july. it's going to end the month of July.
In this month, we have been many things together and for sure, we both are happy.
This whole month, ah girl staying at ah boy's house on weekend.
ya lor...stay till mama bit complain liao..

on the first weekend, we went to his cousin's wedding dinner at town, Penang.
the bridge seems very like hello kitty, a lot pics wif hello kitty. ahgirl leh? like cupido n ginger? any other else?
ah boy, do you still remember that day you drank a lot of red wine and your face really very red oo...
I'm quite worried that you can't drive back to your home actually. But I can't stop you to drink because they are your family members...anyway, you manage to drive back at last... ah girl, i m very awake tat time, din feel drunk yet, although a bit bit head heavy only. if i feel uncomfortable, i will ask others to drive. i wont risk our life de.

Second week, ah boy bring ah girl, aishen, ah yew and kah fai went to Taiping to attend his friend's wedding (yuan huann's wedding. ) On Friday, Ah girl have to take leave and follow ah boy go Taiping..That morning, Ah boy bring us go to eat dim sum near his house. It's very delicious but I cant eat too many cuz ah girl cant eat much early in the morning. ah boy pandai eat de, as long as not dry dry de, got bit oily or wet wet, then can eat a lot in d morning liao. tats y ah boy very fat now. haha... After that, around 11am, we reached Taiping. It's quite fun at Taiping because I know all of his friends at there.. Hope those uncles aunties wont bored u or bully u la.. I like it so much actually. We went there for 3days 2 night. It's really happy at that few days. ah boy so glad to have ah girl with him, cos ah girl curi curi on leave de, feel so touch..

Third week, It's Bon Odori @ explanade. Ah boy worked for that saturday to take over the last friday work. He work til 5pm. When he reach my home for bath, he looks so tired but I know he don't want to disappointed me for that event so, don't want to let me know he is tired. no la..ah boy tired only when in office, after leaving office, will feel energetic when wif ah girl. Anyway, the fireworks is really nice. Watch the fireworks with my lovely boyfriend is really sweet and warm. This is my secondary school wishes as well. Now, Ah boy, you helped me to fulfill my dreams. wow... hope ah boy can fulfill nearly all of ah girl's dreams.

Forth week, yeah.. Pantai Keracut and My birthday week...
It's quite a long time I never been to Pantai Keracut. When I reached the destination, my first impression was "Wow.." . The surrounding area changed a lot and that place have been promoted as one of our famous place in Penang. That day we went with other Penfabrican which included Jiun, Jason, Kong Keat, Melvin, Michelle (all trainees), yoke pheng, maw seng, thai ming, hui lan, me and ah boy. This trip should be a fun trip but due to the gossip in the office, the trip have a bit seperated to 2 groups..no matter how, I don't care it cuz I go there because of the Island, not because of them. I think ah boy will be the same thought as mine too. yeah~tats right.. Ah girl start hike until going to faint due to the staircase really hard to hike it...face white white, breath fast fast..like old woman..kakaka.. but after that part, it's a nice way to reach the destination. I have to thank ah boy for so caring ah girl while hiking oo...even though you admit you are not the romance person, but I can tell you that you are the person who care me a lot that I ever thought. With your caring, I feel energetic and I like your care. When we reach that place, I can see that ah boy also lost of energy.... ei, its ain't easy to carry a spare tyre hiking leh.. but it's ok. That place quite relaxing ....I like the environment but wasted because that day too many people at the island. After we came back from pantai keracut by boat, we went back ah boy's home for bath and rest.
Ah boy, I rest enough on that day and I like the way you celebrate bday with me at redbox. I really do not know you will did that. It's so suprising...Thank you, my dear. You are so lovely. for me, its just very simple celebration. hope can do better next time :)

On Sunday, Ah boy accompany ah girl for shopping..We watch movie and walk around at there and we ate Heagan Daz fondue that i dreamt for so long. Hope ah boy love it too.. of course, ah boy like ice cream oso de.
Ah boy, although that day you do not make it as a special day, I can tell you that every moment that with you also my special day because I Love You... I Love U too..

Dear, Thanks for everything that you did to me..I really appreciate it..
I Love You so much...
I miss you too...


Thanks for AhBoy..I love this watch very much...
Especially we have the same watch and wear it together...
ah girl:
"Our love is like the time, tick non-stop..."

19 July 2009

19 July 2009, Sunday

(Broken English Version)
I was overnight at Ah Boy's house due to yesterday was Bon Odori @ Explanade, Penang and we had a lot of fun at there. We parked our car quite far from the destination as traffic jam all the ways around that area.
When we reached there, it's around 8pm. Guess what, we get RM 7 free coupon on the floor where the uncle drop it... with ah girl always so lucky de. her eyes very sharp, always can spot good things or bad things So, we need not spend any money for that event as we have uncle sponsored RM 7 for us. Thank you, uncle. (you will get TOTO soon~~) haha.. i hope i kena TOTO better la ^^

after that, we walked around to figure out any special things they sell on their stall..what we see is just food...food...and food...haha!
Then, we spent our RM7 on 3 bottles of water while watching the dancing show ..

Next, we find a nice place to stand on prepare to see fireworks..hehe.
the fireworks are colorful and very 3D effect..the flame look like falling towards us. I feel very happy because I watched it with my lovely Ah Boy and hope he is happy too.. ya lor, very happy de.. That day, we both really sweat a lot because of hot weather..but it's ok, some how we drank a lot of water.

the next day, sunday. we went to botanical garden to have our jogging..
just walk 1 round nia, both oso fat n no stamina liao...
after that, we went back home to have our bath and then do pig together...
what we do next is..."nua" on bed at least 1 hours..haha..
at 5pm, we went to queensbay to look out for my friend's birthday (chyi shen)present...
at 7pm, we went to have steamboat at JL Steamboat near "KIM steamboat"..
Ah boy, so sorry if that event makes you boring oo...
won't boring... i like every moment b wif ah girl..

sayang you back...
muackss~~
i love you and i miss you~~

first blog

July 15,2009 Wednesday

Yesterday (July 14,2009) is our first month anniversary..
Happy Anniversary !!
although is just a month, i will still record down this small small memorable day.
I have something to tell ah boy..

To, Ah Boy,
Ah Boy, so happy to know that we have a chance to be together and all the promises that you gave to me. I will cherish every moment we be together and I really hope to be with you forever in my life. The past really hurts a lot for both of us, but I can very sure to tell you that, I won't leave you because I Love You..
I will take it serious in our relationship and plan our future together...
I Love You~

From, Ah Girl

A small small gift to Ah Boy...

~~~ Happy Anniversary !! ~~~